My own lack of trust in him is showing and I don’t know what to do about it. It isn’t like it’s the dishes, I can’t just get it taken care of. I feel the need to address this, but don’t know how to go about actually doing it. How do you trust someone?

It’s such a non-tangible verb. A large majority of other verbs imply a path. Crank the gear lever, steer the car, squeeze the orange. All things I know how to do. My trust muscles are weak.

If faith is believing that which I can’t see, it’s in the same non tangible verb/noun boat as trust. They use the same muscles. The verb produces the noun. The beauty is that as I’m attacked on one specifically, He responds and both benefit.